Listening to BBC1v radio right now...

and I am super frustrated with life!
Like I love my life.. its just that I fucking hate being sober! hhahaha then I only have time to think about H and .... well sometimes I think about T but he is certainly a minor part in this horribe daytime drama.

I am excited right now.... exctied down THERE: ie I want to f.u.c.k
ie I hate that I am single
ie I hate meeting boys in bars slash clubs
ie i think I am going to chain smoke for the next hour before I have to go to work.

gross I know! jeeeez.


xx please tell me an embarassing story so I can just feel better about myself? ;)